Translation: Astrid Zimmermann

• 1955 Born as Sabine Fiebelkorn in Bremerhaven, Germany
• 1974-90 Architecture in Bremerhaven and Berlin
• 1990-99 Self-standing architect with office in Berlin
• 1987-98 Life-energy healing, crystal-healing, Reiki, pendulum and prana healing, Feng Shui, geomancy and radiesthesia
• Easter 1997 Christian baptism by the Franciscan order
• June 1995 First conscious encounters with Jesus, Archangel Ariel, Djwal Khul, Christ, Babaji and Mother Mary. Personal training and spiritual development, received regular channelings from the spiritual world
• From 1999 Spiritual and energetic counselling for houses, appartments and business premises
• 2000/01 '21 day process', metabolic transition from physical food to living on light
• From 2001 Spiritual explanation of the human sciences during the shift of time from old to new energy, series of brochures: 'Spiritual Laws Of Healing'; seminars, lectures, counselling, coaching, meditation groups, development of the sleep-for-healing method

• 2003 "The Spiritual Laws Of Healing, Habitation And Landscape" Christ Emanuel, Djwal Khul and Babadji "The Unfolding Of The Christ Consciousness" Christ Emanuel and Archangel Ariel
• 2004 "The Four Temples Of Man - Body, House, Earth And Cosmos” Christ Emanuel, Archangel Ariel, Thoth, Maitreya a.o.
• 2005 "The New Power Of Creation" marriage and partnership, parents and children, money and ownership, spirit and sexus Tobias, Ohamah, Metatron and St. Germain
• 2006 “The Darkness Of The World” The realms of darkness in the light of oneness The crucifixion from a spiritual view Mystery chambers: death and darkness Tobias, Ohamah, Metatron, St.Germain a.o. “Transformation Of The Body” Tobias, Metatron, St.Germain and Archangel Michael

My complete “virginity” of saints, priests and masters as well as church, denomination and religion of 40 years suddenly changed in summer 1995. For some years I had ignored all mass media (newspapers, TV and radio) and started to find answers to my lives questions in the esoteric and spiritual sectors. But I am more of a sceptical technician than a "believing Eso-Spirit", I encountered more contradictions and dogmas than redemption and awareness and retreated into my shell again and again as Cancerians like to do anyway.

It happened in June 1997. A three-day inner 'meeting' with the crucified Jesus got me off kilter completely: physically, spiritually and intellectually - my previous way of feeling was noticeably destroyed. This encounter was the beginning of a number of experiences, which all of a sudden pulled the rug out from under me. It systematically took away the construct of my life, made it crumble and finally fall to pieces.

Three quite dramatic years at the end of the century made me irreversibly abandon my old life as an independent architect and led me into a space-less time (or a timeless space) in which I cried and slept to an unbelievable extent. I rarely asked “why” - I was by far too tired. However, deep inside of me I felt there was a meaning. My perception and orientation changed completely at this time. Another three years brought some stabilization to these new and still unknown realms.

Yet, I was just as little interested in Spirit without body as in a body without the Spirit. Inwardly, I was desperate to find out how these two fit and work together. I had learned that prayers work but I also wanted to know why. I had experienced more than one miracle during this time, yet I wanted to know how it happens and what goes on behind the veils. Something inside of me refused to believe in “miracles” and “destiny”. As I was not influenced by any church, I was free to follow these ideas without any hurdles in my way. I got in contact with spiritual beings who possess different personalities in the same way as people do. Naturally, I wanted to know how these connections work, what happens during transmission, who is where in which rooms doing what ????

To express it in the words of the Bible: I did not want to only bite into the apple but to eat it up completely and possibly the entire tree (of gnosis) as well. I wanted to understand religion with the help of physics and logic. It may be that I have already ended some previous lives by being burned at the stake for this. I am naturally not religious, no one can tell me what to believe. Indeed, my family was often under this impression as I believed things, they did not, yet I always wanted to know why.

I am pragmatic: if I didn't find a good reason, I gave up my belief again. If I found higher laws or even intelligent beings behind my belief, I would catch fire. On the one hand, I am an engineer and don't see why I shouldn't make headway with my technical understanding. On the other hand, I am sensitive enough to know when I should exchange research and experimenting with meditation, sleeping and dreaming.

In this regard, I took the decision to carry out the so-called 21-day-process in December 2000. The purpose was to shift from the physical metabolism to a light metabolism. As instructed, I ate and drank nothing for a week, my weight reducing down from 56 to 42 kilograms, drying out completely. On the third day my kidneys failed and on the fourth morning they started working again but more refined and stronger than ever before. I spent the following two weeks drinking and sleeping until I had arrived at a weight of 49 kilograms.

During the next three months I ate nothing, drank little, slept for only one to two hours per night and felt so alive and light as never before. During these (dramatic) 21 days of the fusion of mind and body many spiritual beings came "to my bed" and introduced themselves to me.

Beings like Jesus, Mary, Archangel Ariel, Djwal Khul, Lady Nada, Ashtar Sheran, Babaji, Christ and, of course, Lucifer came to me one after each other or together and attended me. Each of them brought back a special part of myself to me. Every one of them taught me his (or her) special subject or task. Every one of them led me into its specific mysteries and let me bathe, sleep and be in its energy. I felt at home with everyone in a peculiar way and I didn't want to go back often to this 'hopeless' earthly life at all. The seminars from 2000 on develop(ed) under their guidance.

The encounters with these beings were so strong and enduring, that I changed from being an 'old atheist' to a fervent devotee of Christ. My heart was open and full of love like never before. I felt bliss without a recognisable reason. Suddenly I loved people whom I would otherwise have shown the cold shoulder. But there were also those people near me on whose nerves I got badly with my God and Christ mania, and rightly so.

Well, the beings from this group inspired my way and my work for five to six years. Then suddenly the 'spiritual scenery and staff' changed. The ascended master, the Tibetan Djwal Khul led me to the "Father of the One Light in the Darkness". Now, I spent many days and nights on the inner planes in God-knows-which cathedrals in London and England where I had never physically been before. These were wonderful encounters, no longer as painful as the first ones with Jesus and Babaji.

Maitreya led me to Father Death and it wasn't long before approaching the Atlantic priest-king, Thoth. Always at the beginning of such meetings I was physically laid up for three to seven days. My body spent this time asleep. My Spirit came back with a wealth of experiences, encounters and hints which found their first expressions in the Third Temple "The Cosmic Human" in 2004. They also became the basis for the next two years of seminars.

This three father beings, I almost would like to say: neutralized me. They helped me to shift from the Christ-Consciousness to the Crystal Consciousness; the “Father, your will may be done" turned into “I AM GOD”, the plea for healing into my self-authorization. For a whole year they taught me the meaning and the logic of self-fulfilment as well as the deep partnership and love between light and darkness. They led me through dark rooms of horror and fear and so I reached the deepest realms of the Creative Darkness. This is a light and radiant darkness, where the divine (or spiritual) love pulses much stronger than in the Light itself. They left me behind with this irritating experience, pulling back again.
And once more the 'crew' has changed. Primarily Tobias and Metatron, but also Adamus (St. Germain) and Ohamah (Ramtha), now continue the topic-series of insight and transformation.

Together, we left the spiritual realms and entered the "sturdy" places of everyday human life. The series of seminars in 2005 has been created under their guidance (thoughts and feelings, body and illness, marriage and partnership, love and sexuality, parents and children, mass media and corporate groups, money and profession).
The Darkness had "interfered" right from the beginning. It appeared as Lucifer, Hitler and Father Death and finally as my own fears, aggressions and physical death-energy in my body.

My New Zealand journey in 2005 had already been announced at the inner levels two years beforehand. Actually, I wanted to hike and go on vacation, not work. It turned out differently. My spiritual brothers and sisters had other plans and brought the most current theme of today's time into my life: "death and darkness".

60 hours of sleep directly after the arrival in New Zealand changed the planning and reality of my existence yet another time.

I fell asleep on a Friday afternoon and woke up on a Monday morning with the inner words: "You will write the last chapter of your book. It is called 'Death And Darkness'. And because this chapter won't be a theoretical new version of known philosophical and spiritual ideas, we will make all necessary events happen that you need in order to cross through - so far - unopened rooms of darkness. You will experience death and darkness in your body, in your soul and in your Spirit – and then, you are able to lead people. Here, you will find the opposite of what you think, are afraid of or hope to find."

Already, I was at the point in my development where a black magician and warrior could not frighten me even if he threatened me with death. But a powerful light being suddenly appeared, female in nature, stood in front of me and looked at me. It was the eternal life within me and it seemed to threaten my earthly existence with death. I could not stand this. I took flight.

Nevertheless, it is this highest Self which can single-handedly go into the rooms of deepest darkness to deliver the beings captured in them. Because IT is the only being, which is not in resonance with these rooms and therefore cannot get lost in them.

So I needed neither backpack nor trail map, neither foot balm nor sleeping bag, but writing, drawing and painting tools as well as simple, warm accommodation. Anyway, it was the coldest spring in 15 years.

I flew to Wellington, the root chakra of the New Earth, where I was led to my accommodation straightaway.

Just seven days later, I found myself in the heart of a man who had just committed murder and a seven-week round dance in the darkness started.

Once more, I was pulled out of my life on Earth and as a tourist on holiday. I ate nothing more now for seven weeks, cleaned my body by drinking copious amounts of water, taking showers, brushing my skin, crying, sleeping and conscious breathing. Daily yoga exercises kept my body supple. On top of that, a planetary left spin pulled all stuck energies, feelings and habits out of my body, which I had collected during the fifty years of this life.

As always during such phases, I had very little contact with people. So I entered the announced rooms and crossed through them.

It took about five months until I grasped what happened to me and which riches I had received. And it is going to take some more months until I have completely metabolised these experiences, meaning, until I have embodied them.

For 2006 already emerged the seminar series “The Darkness Of The World”. This five-day seminar guides you through my encounters and insights from “the other end of the world” into the realms of Darkness and through them. At the same time, the book is written, which the spirit beings announced as the ”last chapter”. But it is not the last chapter of the book, it is the last chapter of the non-awakened humanity: the apocalypses and the Lightbody Process.

For today take my love in your heart
Sabine
Nov. 2006