About the Return of the Natural Worlds and Dealing with Healing Energies
A Conversation between Astrid, Sabine and Ohamah
Sabine: Start again ....
Astrid: The thing about the temple whores. I mean, theoretically - and practically - we would be able to treat entire hordes of men, wouldn't we?
Sabine: Certainly, in view of the brief time available, there is no way around it, anyway. And not only hordes of men, but also hordes of races and species.
Astrid: Species, too?
Sabine: Yes, of course, all types of different forms of life: animals, plants, devas, fauns - all kinds of beings which withdrew deep into the earth and into adjacent astral habitats along with the onset of Lunar Femininity - and who are returning now. They, too, were are and traumatized in their own ways - and of course much easier to heal than humans.
Ohamah: Traumatization among plants, animals and elementals is much lighter than traumatization of humans. There are various reasons for this. Firstly, their traumas have not been caused by any overwhelming personal fate or shock situation. Instead, these things in these kingdoms accompanying you happened deliberately, and those concerned volunteered to undergo them. It was your fate which they accompanied living their lives. Secondly, the beings belonging to these species cannot think, and thus they are neither subjected to intent nor forgetfulness. Thirdly, these beings and lines of evolution do not lead their lives in individualized bodies and shapes, but as parts of a group soul, an overarching intelligence, a consciousness which belongs to their race or species. These beings in their own way and are still aware of this today. They know the reason for this: the descent of your evolution, and the wisdom which is behind it: the harvesting and opening of new energies and worlds. Although they do experience the pain of exile, they do not experience forgetting, anger or resistance.
Forgetting, anger and resistance are the gruelling forces of death which is only known to those beings which are able to think. And it is exactly these beings, which are run by forgetting, anger and resistance - YOU, the human beings. And humans, too, volunteered to go into exile, it is just that they forgot, and now they feel disadvantaged and treated unfairly. They are filled with despair, they feel incapable and angry, guilty and cursed. They cover this original pain up with intelligence and with retaliation. But as long as they do that, the pain and their state of exile will remain - and the intent will not be fulfilled.
Nevertheless, humans took it on to clear these nature and animals beings and these elementals from their traumas. This is a part of their path, but of course this is not being done by the masses, but just by the few awakened and strong ones - YOU. So during these two weeks, some ascending and descending kingdoms and lines of evolution are here and now slipping and flowing through you. For them, you serve as gates and transformers, simply by your physical presence and by being exactly how you are.
You do not need to take care of anything or anybody directly. Everything comes and goes of its own accord. Your gate is open. What is significant for you is that your ability to think distinguishes you from all other kingdoms, and also separates you from them, has guided you into a depth that no other line was ever able to reach.
What is significant is that your THINKING is linked to KNOWLEDGE and FORGETTING and that your biggest pain therefore does no lie in SUFFERING as such, but in FORGETTING THE KNOWLEDGE ABOUT THE WISDOM AND LOVE OF LIFE. This recollection, this wisdom and love is something that all other beings carry inside, and this is exactly what they can and will give to you, if you have opened to them - and freed them.
Astrid: And if I send out this particular energy, it works the way it does for everything else: I breathe deeply and high up, stabilize myself in the channel, go into my heart and send out this special energy. Do I simply activate it by deciding to do so?
Ohamah: Exactly. By breathing deeply and highly, you will stabilize yourself in your intrinsic spiral linearity between heaven and earth. By expanding the light of your heart in the form of a sphere along with your breath, you will activate your spiral cosmic consciousness on earth and your oneness with all beings. In doing so, you start out by first being YOU in your entirety - full and complete in yourself - and with this also able to ready for deployment.
Then you will not send energies of healing and balance to other beings - instead, you will allow their trauma energy to flow to you. You absorb it and allow it to flow into your heart, since this is the only place on earth and in the cosmos where healing, balance and transformation can happen - not anywhere in the world out there, and not in the hearts and living environments of others.
The return of recollection
Ohamah: The human heart is the transformer between the cosmos and the earth. Your hearts are energy transformers, and they can, must and will only transform those energies which flow to you on their own accord. This alone prevents any kind of abuse by wilfully providing healing. Another advantage of this process is that with every act of healing and balancing you perform - and here it does not matter how many humans and beings you include - the entire space-time history of these humans and beings will flow to you, open in you and merge with your own space-time history. So along with transmitting your will to initiate healing, your evolutionary memory will return to you.
Temporarily, this can absolutely lead to frightening encounters and insights. All of you are familiar with this phenomenon from the old days, when you robbed one another of your life energies and drained everybody else. All of you vowed that you never wanted to confront yourselves with such energies again. But they are still there; they have not yet been redeemed, not yet been transformed. They are still awaiting this act of love on your part. Black magic is part of your evolutionary memory. Through separation and humiliation of others, it gained hold of others' life energy. This was the intent of separation during the descent.
Today the same thing is happening, but this time in the sense of merging, ascension, reunion: You take the life, the life breath of others into your hearts.
For a while, you take on their despair, their hate, their rigidity and hopelessness and breathe for them - in yourselves. You do this until the others themselves can come into the inner sincerity of their life breath.
You could call it a kind of trusteeship, a responsibility for their lives that you assume, a spiritual godparenthood. This is the capacity of your spirit, the intent behind your descent and the mission of the planetary ascension. In order to fulfil this mission, you yourselves must be sufficiently evolved and mature, multi-facetted and open. You must have everything which needs to be redeemed in others in yourselves - open, or ready to open it anytime without any resistance:
Their current hate must be in you - redeemed or ready to undergo redemption when you encounter it. Their fear and aggression must be in you - transformed or ready to undergo transformation when you encounter them. Their sense of guilt and inferiority must have been ruled in you or be ready to subject themselves to the Loving Will of your heart when you encounter them. Their confusion and lack of orientation must have their home in you as crystallized energies or be ready to crystallize the moment they surface. You must have been through everything they are going through now. And you have, indeed! This way, you are able to now take your godchildren and wards into your hearts and let them breathe and live in them for a while.
Now Ghovany joins in again, circling around us and calling boisterously: "Yes, don't assume that you could manage this on your own"! She is overjoyed about our cooperation. Recently in the group in Salzburg, Austria, she used her fire to burn both the participants' magnetic dark fields and to then also kindle the reluctant heart fire of their love passion. Now she does the same thing here above the island, above the sea, above the Greek and Egyptian empire. She spits her fire across the space times which at some point have sunken in the ocean and to which we are ourselves bound by our cellular memories - through our lives and our breath, through our generational lines and our collective human heritage. Most of what we do and initiate here escapes us in our wakeful state. And these are the things which cause here to frolic with such joy.
Astrid: They would be too monumental for our rational minds to grasp, anyway.
The Greek Macho Men and the Temple Whores
Sabine: If we could grasp them with our rational minds, we would be no longer accessible for the rest of mankind. But we have come so serve as light bridges wanting to be aware of both worlds and wanting to reach both of them. That is our huge advantage towards the spirit world: that regardless of all the pettiness of our intellect we have a direct connection to humanity - via our hearts and our gazes, our words and our bodies.
The volcanos are, just like the oceans and the high mountain regions, inhospitable - inhuman in the sense of "uninhabitable". And yet they are teeming with life and kindle the longing of so many awakening human beings. But not only spirit beings live there, not only animals, plants and elements, but also humans. Many people spend their entire lives on ships, like my great uncle Schorsch, who ultimately was summoned by 'Blanker Hans' (Bare John) - as North Germans call the Sea. Nobody knows where he drowned. He was 'lost at sea', as people say. And in fact, the home of many of these people is the infinite vastness of the oceans - for a while, this means on the water, and then under water. It is a home the longing for which is fulfilled by the voices in the silence, by the beings which are part of the infinite and invisible worlds, by the external emptiness which reveals its inner richness and fullness to every lonely person and seeker.
This also applies to those living in the Eternal Ice, in the polar regions or high up in the summit areas of the mountains, for those humans on the firy volcano islands - which could make us assume that even these young, good-looking Greek macho men are carrying a profound longing and wisdom inside and that we can bet they have a more or less tangible lively exchange with the spirit beings and worlds, right? They are not just empty, stupid macho shells!
Astrid: I know that.
Sabine: I know that you know, but let us continue. This cold, arrogant macho existence is the expression of a proud priestly dignity - a kind of maturity, wisdom and power in their perfect reversion - which has slipped into some profound pain. The young men of the kind we met in Fira yesterday belong to the indigo generation or even to the first precursors of the crystal children. Being the biggest machos of the village, they also carry the biggest pain inside and don't know how to handle it. More than anybody else, these loudmouths and perpetrators should be invited into the spheres of our whores' temples. They are dealing with unbalanced energies between the poles which they took over from their ancestors. And this is a labor of love which you can only offer to them if you are free from needs of your own: The less you want to have, the more you can give - and yet you will also be given many things in the process and experience profound fulfillment.
Astrid: Uhmh, well, there are still a few residues left - needs, I mean.
Sabine: Breathe them right here and now. Accept them totally and let them go entirely. Breathe vertically stabilizing your linearity between heaven and earth. Let your linearity merge with Spiral Consciousness. Take all male and female unfulfilled and traumatized aspects of your life, all your needs which have not yet been fulfilled into the flow of your breath. And only then you go out into the groups or regions, wherever you want to go, wherever you feel drawn to, and breathe deeply. Always stay with yourself, because this is where the source of your power lies. You are the guardian of this source, which everybody is allowed to drink and refresh themselves from. And in the deepest sense, this source does not need anything for yourself, because it IS. Approach this slowly. Aha, now Adamas Saint Germain is joining us, and he reminds us in his eminently charming manner.
Adamas: As long as you have needs towards the world, you will not be able to help it and will fail miserably in doing so. Now (with a broad smirk), of course you will not fail - you will simply go through another painful experience and disappointment. If you don't have needs, because they have been satisfied and fulfilled in you, you will be able to master, absorb and transform the enormous uncleared energies of the world. Then you will be powerful and (with an even broader smirk) - eminently erotic!
Astrid: I was watching myself on the plane, while I was sitting next to that couple. There was just about everything in my emotions: wanting to have that and not wanting to have it; being grateful that it is no longer so. It really included everything. A real roller coaster ride.
Sabine: Yes, things like that do need to be given their space; they are legitimate. It is legitimate if things if something in you is rebelling, it is legitimate if you find it going through you. Observing yourself is significant, and so ist he decision you will take based on it.
Astrid: Later, when I saw the two of them outside the plane, I was happy that this was not me. But I remember it well: As nice as these five minutes were, they once led to five or ten years' worth of nightmares ....
Sabine: .... yes, which simply were caused by the MUST which came to exist here
Sabine: But let us take a closer look at that. Inner power and independence cannot be found in being happy that you are single if you watch the problems other couples are facing. That's a veiled form of lying to yourself. If you feel safe and happy in being alone even when you witness the happiness others are sharing with each other, then you are really free to give and live unconditional love - the love which is spiritual but which wants to express itself on earth and in the body.
Both true loners (Seth, Horus) and true partners (Isis and Osiris) are free to live this unconditional love which grants fulfillment and ascension.
True partners know that they have a partner, but nobody else knows it and will ever know. True partners will never tell anybody else: "This is my husband / my wife". True partners will leave it up to life as such whether another partnership wants to develop between "their" spouse and another woman - or whether it doesn't.
This is what our spiritual partners and lovers teach us. This is what Sev, a guardian of Shadow Death, told me in New Zealand - or confirmed it, since deep inside I never forgot. True partnership is immortal, heartfelt and always alive. However, it can only be experienced if we prove to be worthy of it; if our own vibration exactly matches the dimension in which this partnership exists.
Back then in New Zealand, while I was roaming through the rain forests all alone, my question to him was whether maybe he could simply become embodied for one night. I had understood long before that he could not, but in my irrational longing for love and tenderness I did not want to recognize it, and every once in a while, I would complain bitterly towards him. I did not yet agree with this separation. My anger about this embodiment was still alive in me. In the meantime, I have come to know that many of our partnerships on earth are mixed partnerships between one incarnated and one non-incarnated being.
However, true and profound encounters - a living partnership on earth - is only possible if the partner who is in embodiment opens his/her consciousness, lifts his/her gaze and makes his/her living environment vibrate on such a high level that the partner who is not in embodiment can slip into this earth-human-body-space from time to time and slip back out of it. Also, we as those being in embodiment can walk across this bridge of consciousness - or bridge of memory - into their unembodied spaces. And of course for us as the embodied ones it is much easier to reach the space of the others than it is for them to enter our space.
In such a living partnership between a physical human and a spirit being, we finally managed to open all spaces, both fort hem and for us, and that is what this was about. For a long time, mundane partnerships were like getting married in prison. Although you had managed to find a partner, this did not enable you to escape from the familiar narrowness of your environment - you even ended up getting deeper into it.
The old and the new tasks of the temple whores
Astrid: Recently while treating a man in my function as a temple whore, I became aware that, for me, he also mirrored my own needs.
Sabine: That's a good thing. You can't transcend your needs if you are not aware of them. You can't take your lower instinct to the level of a supreme spiritual power if you don't accept and honor them. This is the prerequisite we chose for the transformation.
Astrid: In recent times, I have become aware of myself dealing with this in a calm and peaceful way, just allowing everything to be the way it is, and that all that is indeed changing in the process.. I find this thing about the temple whores so great and exciting, because it also fits so wonderfully with the ancient memories which I already had as a child.
Sabine: Perhaps we will also initiate sharings and create a documentation in order to develop a training for women in this field. I have a few experiences of my own to contribute in this field, but we do have time. The respective window of time is only opening now, and the merging of our experiences will soon be concrete, brilliant and efficient.
Astrid: Will there be a school in which the temple whores will be trained to become teachers for other women following their lead? Is that the plan?
S: I think so. As far as I am concerned, I am just a pebble in the mountains and will at best trigger an avalanche. And this is what I will do! But I will not teach. Instead, it will be you [Plural] teaching the others, and at the point when you will be doing this, I, the pebble, will have long since disappeared.
In these times, the path of the crystal children to earth and their path on earth is worth an entire network of schools. You can see how many Schools for Dying have already been set up in the meantime - schools focusing on the exit: on dying. They are just as necessary as the temples of the whores in which the radiant path of the temple whore will be taught - along with the radiant path of the warrior. These are important schools in this time of transition, which will take another few years and decades. The efficiency of the amplitude based on the external cosmic influences in these days is high. It is electrifying and crystallizing the earth. However, it is the efficiency of awakening humans which turns an amplitude into ascension. This efficiency is something that you will reach by virtue of your own beings, via the expansion of your heart light and by opening schools, many schools, in many countries, where in turn new rays, new ideas and a new creativity can originate.
So we will be able to initiate worldwide transformation in just a few years - and all that only because we are - and remain - profoundly safe in OURSELVES. Seemingly, this is a contradiction, though it is just a seeming one. Cosmic influences alone are unable to cause such a transformation. Instead, these changes are brought about via the masters among humanity who have remembered themselves. The master among humanity does what cosmic influences cannot achieve: He takes the vertical flow of the mind to the horizontal level and converts it into life energy, healing energy, the energy of transformation - a cosmic planetary energy which creates balance, power and ascension, the basis for new life.
It is my mission to awaken the masters among humanity and to use this to help the earth community attain a sphere in which they retrieve a positive perspective and outlook. The main wave of transformation, however, will only come later - and it will occur through you [Plural].
Astrid: How can I tell, if someone approaches me as a temple whore on dury, whether he himself is a master or not (laughs). Will I simply know? Will I then get an inner "Leave him alone" response?
Astrid is refering to a Q & A with Tobias in September 2007, "Judas and the Pyramids". The paragraph in question reads as follows:
Question: "From what I (....) understood, the women who participated in the seminar on „Female Sexuality", are being "trained" in order to do exactly that: to heal or redeem these unredeemed masculine powers. So I feel like I should use some support by one of these women, or would this once again corrupt my self-responsibility? I am asking because personally, I have already tried to redeem these issues and to activate my heart power for a long time, which obviously I still haven't succeeded in fully. Is there any woman in my neighborhood who has these abilities"?
Archangel Michael's answer: "These women have not come for you in your Awakening Master masculine bodies; they have come for those men in human evolution who have never before gone through the process of awakening. In humanitarian terms, many of them have descended into the deepest abysses - evildoers, murderers, military staff, business leaders and politicians, to mention just a few branches - all of them men of the Forth Wave who are only awakening now along with the opening of the Lion's Gate. This is something we will report about in the time to come. You, the awakening masters in masculine bodies are nourishing yourselves, because you are carry all the powers which have already awakened in you. Your female twin souls are around you, and all you need to do is invite them, breathe them in. You are indeed receiving a different kind of nourishment than the men of the world. ...."
Sabine: Of course. Your heart knows it. And in those moments when your righteous spiritual ego mind does not grant it a right to a say because it overpowers the rest and has a hidden agenda of simultaneously satisfying its own needs, you might experience that such an encounter does not even happen in the first place or that you find so many forms of resistance arising that you deliberately keep your hands off - or else you will experience a supposed night of passion as a temple whore, full of hopes, disappointments or even threats - and rightfully so! And certainly the principle which applies here is: The more advanced you are in your inner development - and ignore it, the more bitter the harvest will be. So if you failed to listen to your heart, the project will appear that tedious and unmanageable that you will become aware of what is happening.
On the other hand, it can also be tedious and difficult to manage initially, but your heart might tell you, "Stay with it! You just need to overcome some hurdle here - for the sake of yourself and for the other person"! You intellect would be totally at a loss if it had to judge cases of this type, even more so because your gut will constantly interfere with its own needs of getting its longing for love fulfilled. So listen to your heart, feel your way into this case, jump right into it - and back out lightheartedly if necessary. Stay flexible and take it easy, be passionate and cool at the same time. Don't shy away from mistakes.
Ohamah: Michael's instructions to the asker weren't rules and things to remember which you, the women, should take to heart, examine and complete. Instead, they are part of a stream which is coming in to touch you, to convey new insights about yourselves and a profound awareness deep inside before you should let it go again. When the time is right, you will know what is required for you and the situation.
Next, a female being will speak who was the head of a temple in Ephesos 2500 years ago, one of Sabine's previous incarnations:
Regarding the men and clientele of the temple whores, there is yet another aspect which you need to be clear about: In the past, men absolutely did not come to us of their own volition wanting our services or because they felt it would make sense for them. The very idea would have been absurd at that time. Men did not come to us - instead, they were referred to us. Our kind of service was part of their education; a requirement they needed to fulfill with a view to their professional career as a priest or warrior. And even this professional future hardly ever had been chosen by themselves. Instead, they had been scheduled for it, they had been allocated to this position and selected for it. It was fathers, rulers or priests who determined what they would do in their lives and who guided them into living a life which they usually had not chosen for themselves.
Before these young men would enter into a kind of service which would deprive them of any kind of contact with girls and women, any chance to lead a family life and any prospect to find physical fulfillment, they needed to have passed through all the stages involved in the natural development of their sexuality - from its first stirring via the heyday of their virility to the inner fulfilment of a physical existence as a man and warrior. They were required to complete a physical, emotional and mental development which in the normal flow of life would take five times seven years in just a few years - and sometimes even in just a few months - without suffering any mental damage, without any emotional loss or physical withering, which later on would inevitably cause them to become ill or to turn into marauding rapists. This was what our service consisted in - back then.
Today, our service consists in LOVING the sick men and marauding rapists of your society - and in them also help the damaged masculine mind, the lost soul and withered body to become a true man - alive, loving and free.
In the old days, we were old women with profound experiences at age 35. We were intimately familiar with the mysteries of the male body essences, their effect, powers and cycles, just like the spiritual and emotional significance of physical love for men and its handling. As for ourselves we had been initiated into these mysteries since late childhood. Our clients used to be very young, most of them between 14 and 18. They were shy and open, childlike and charismatic, obedient and usually like warm wax in our hands which we could shape - and it was easy for us to bring all our motherly and sisterly love into our work.
Today your clients are usually old. Many of them are imperious or reserved, lecherous and unerotic, recalcitrant and degenerated, and they can no longer be shaped by our hands. Many of them are already beyond the last seven years or their active male sexuality (Note: 49 years), and yet they are desperately - and still unfulfilled - looking for fulfillment. Many of them resignate, they give up hope and become sick. Others will make use of every means and opportunity which seem to promise fulfilment, whereas other's sexual drive has been starved to a point where all they can think of are violent attacks - and it won't be easy for you to give them all your motherly and sisterly love when providing your service.
In the old days, we treated the young men personally; they were in our hands, and we interacted with them in physical space. On one hand, the ratio between them and us was balanced, as far as numbers went On the other hand, we only had physical and magical means, tools and possibilities at our disposal which required direct touch. Nowadays you will treat thousands of men within a brief period of time without knowing and meeting them personally. For one thing, the ratio between their number and yours is totally unbalanced. For the other, in addition to the physical and magical means and possibilites you now also have mental/spiritual tools and cosmic energies at your disposal which make any direct touch unnecessary.
This should relieve you from the romantic and business-like idea that a man will come to you and wish to receive such a kind of service from you. On the contrary: if one of them comes and wants IT, it rather suggests that HE does not really need or want IT. Human beings approach you on the inner plain - and by no means men only. To give you a rough idea: 95 % of this work happens on the inner level - without physical touch, without any kind of remuneration, recognition or recommendation. 2.5 % involves face-to-face contact on the external level, during which, however, you do not necessarily need to touch a man's body. In another 2.5 % of the cases you do touch the man concerned physically, but this by no means involves sexual ways of touching - according to your idea of sexuality.
Although the service provided by the temple whore does refer to the body and sexus of the man, which ultimately had been bound to his spirit and has become all tied up in knots energetically speaking. Nowadays, however, men are no longer required to do military service or service as a priest, they are no longer forced to endure lifelong asceticism - this is something they truly dealt with in many previous incarnations. He should just live his life, with his life energies flowing again, the knots between his spirit, his soul and his body simply becoming open again. They are knots on the Kundalini line. These aspects are located in the masculine body space, they are components of sexuality, but at the same time they cannot be cleared on the physical level or through sexuality the way you understand it, but only through unshakeable female respect, boundless compassion and unconditional love. This is something which must be clear to you before you approach this. Let go of your romantic human ideas of LOVE, SEXUALITY and HEALING. Although this work is a wonderful, rewarding JOB, as Sabine calls it, there is nothing romantic about it, romance being a twisted form of emotional needs and compulsions.
In the workshop about "Female Sexuality" in Einsiedeln we showed you a picture with the female being, the healer, kneeling on the seated male, the wounded warrior. The life axes of the two are nestling with each other, the chakras of the two of them are facing each other on the same horizontal level, their root and crown chakras are positioned vertically to the earth and they open towards the cosmos. All the currents can flow freely. The only thing which is missing, is the opening of the door, the jump start or some nudges. The kneeling female being is breathing in a way which makes her life line expand, and so does the man. This way, the two life streams merge in one single space. In this case, this space is dominated by the female being, which in this way absorbs the breathing life line of the man as a kind of trustree, breathing his trauma up and down in herself, through her transformative heart. She does it as a godmother standing by him in his temporary childlike - painful, helpless - situation. Her breath keeps flowing back and forth between his spirit and body, between his cosmos and his earth on his behalf. She pulls up whatever wants to ascend and transform. She pulls down whatever wants to descend and integrate. She breathes his currents into herself while at the same time allowing this current initiated by her flow into his breath body.
Since the major life energies have begun to flow freely in the spirit realm in the meantime, and since you have become mutually connected via ONE HEART (since May 29, 2005) and your crystalline earth grid, you will also be able to do this labor of love without the fallen warrior being physically present. On the contrary: As long as your own longing for physical closeness of somebody else have not yet been fulfilled, you are able to have a much more intimate impact on this person without any physical encounter, since this way there will be no distraction, interference or temptation. You can stay with yourself, your original source of power which is nourishing both of you, rather than spin the subtle threads of your longing around the other's body. It is exactly in these non-physical encounters that you will come closer to your own sexuality, your own pain and true needs - closer to YOURSELF.
You will meet men with whom you are able to carry this treatment out very harmoniously and effectively on the physical level; but you will also encounter men you feel physically repelled by and with whom you can by no means imagine such a kind of treatment or with whom you are not willing to become involved. See, this is one of this points which reveals your own needs towards the man, which cause you to want one thing and to reject the other. You will encounter men whom you do not even have access to, maybe because they are in prison or live in some remote country. You can meet hordes of people - men and women - whom you can simply take into your heart allowing them to evolve according to the image described above. You can leave it up to them to decide what they want to do in the temple of your heart and what they do not want to do. In any case, you are ONE WITH YOURSELF and THEIR SUPREME SPIRIT.
Astrid: For me it was important to first have this experience with Anton. We did both: working hands on with me placing my hands on his body, and also sitting and breathing in this way. At the end, he no longer experienced the pressure in his abdomen which had been caused by barriers related to his beliefs, as we discussed in Salzburg. I believe that I have become much more secure inside since then, since this treatment.
Sabine: Very nice. It enabled you to attain a different kind of access to your own physical wholeness and effectiveness, and now you are experiencing that the majority of that which constitutes the effect that you can have can be found on the spirit level. One thing is important, though: Don't postpone undergoing your experiences as a temple whore until you have become fulfilled inside. Instead, allow these two developments to run parallel. One will be fulfilled based on the other. Simply learn to differentiate and to monitor yourself. Be ready to jump right into things and situations - and back out, without any ifs and buts, without justifying yourself or indicating reasons for doing so - in love. Simply follow your heart.
Astrid's comment five months later, on March 2, 2008, on the occasion of editing this text:
In the meantime, I have come to experience the topic, "temple whore" as follows: I know I am one - this is something I have become totally relaxed about, and I don't look for people to be treated. From time to time I become aware that something is happening energetically between me and the men/women. In these cases, too, I give permission to BE without questinging things on the mental level. There are dreams which undoubtedly refer to this body of topics, and there, too, I just give permission for it to BE.
As far as my consciousness in the waking state goes, I rarely think about these things. Instead, I am on that level of calm, serene certainty that everything is happening the way I decided (mentally) that it should. I am very aware of what I am, though without constantly underlining it or needing proof for it. This is something I experience as very pleasant and light. And in this sense, all that is actually very unspectacular!
(What has resulted for me on the private level, however, is very "spectacular" (((-;) and enormous, since I have come to experience and live my own sexuality in a totally different way ....)
In situations which we would condemn on the traditional levels, I often remind myself of my "revelation" in Einsiedeln (remember: I was able to witness the first scene of the abuse I experienced by my then brother in law as an action which I gave permission for him to perform - with great love, wisdom and clarity. Therefore I have now come to know that there are not perpetrators and no victims, and along with this, there is certainly also nothing to forgive.)
I'm at a loss to describe how profoundly touched I was by being able to "see" this and to come to such an understanding. It provided me with infinitely a lot of healing and makes it possible for me to know perceive men - and their pain - in a totally different way! I am sure that the mere fact that I am carrying a kind of love inside which understands all this has touched the world around me and initiates change. There is nothing I need to DO, BEING has become my answer in many respects.
The curse involved in victims and perpetrators
The feminine and masculine order of women
Sabine: At the end of the old age, the end of the descent, the curse of the victim and the curse of the perpetrator are with those who brought the feminine spirit powers to earth along when they incarnated. These are both men and women. They are you. The curse of the victim consists in you having experienced suffering in the early time of your incarnation - as children, as girls or boys, as young women or young men. You did not suffer in order to demand justification, revenge or any compensation for it, since there is nobody who can give it to you. Instead, you suffered in order ground your feminine spirit power of love in order to create a physical cellular structure based on it. The feminine spirit power of love is at the same time the power of healing, of redemption, of transformation and ascension. The feminine spirit power of love cannot only be found in women, and not automatically in all women, but also in many men. And with this, we have come to the issue of temple whores - to the heart and center of this topic.
Astrid: Yes, I know this deeply
Sabine: And referring once again to your problem with Sybille and her vigorous demeanor, this is where we encounter your feminine victim syndrome which makes you flinch from her masculine perpetrator syndrome. She displays her masculine dominance and you your feminine one: both of you are unbalanced and experience friction between each other, rather than reestablishing their own inner balance between the poles.
You see, only one encounter later, the priestess of love becomes a female victim who shuns away from the female perpetrator and rejects her own masculine energies. It is up to you to decide what you expect or demand from her or the spirit world. She - a beloved sister of yours - has pledged herself to you in the framework of this Judas' service. She made herself physically dependent on you - she doesn't give a damn about you, as people like to say these days - but spiritually she has bound herself to you.
The blessing of the female priesthood at the end of time lies in the ability to forgive and to console, to open and to transform. And exactly this is also the curse of the female victim, who in the moment when she is not willing to let go of her victim role becomes a perpetrator herself. Well, this is profoundly not about victims or perpetrators, but about the lively flow of feminine and masculine energies in every single one of you. Although a temple whore is a feminine being through and through, this is not possible without the free flow and effect of your own masculine aspects.
In our world of duality, the principle of reversed ratios applies: THE HIGHER we come, the LOWER we will sink. The greater the freedom, power and effect of our spiritual abilities, the more difficult and complex are the fates we have chosen in our childhood - in our youth and often also in the later seven-year periods of our lives. Nevertheless, the time for fates of this type with the pain they involve which carries a potential for growth is over. It is definitely over since May 2001, no matter how old you are and in what seven-year period of your life you are.
Sybille is a representative of the masculine order among the women on earth, and you are a representative of the feminine order. Her essence is masculine, with a feminine aura around it, whereas your essence is feminine, with a masculine aura around it. The two of you have nothing to do with each other aside from mirroring your weak points and strengths to each other and her doing her job very well - and you doing yours well, too, even in your internal imperfection.
By allowing each aspect of her which you find disgusting to return to you - since it represents a part of you - the spiritual bond will be redeemed, the energetic fetters will become loose and the problem will no longer be relevant. This spirit-energy aspect returning to you will open, begin to spin in a spiral and become your life force in the higher dimension. It will crystallize and become an active power in your life field.
Here and now you have time to undergo this process of transformation for yourself, and later on at some point you might have the opportunity to do so in her presence or even together with her, in case it is still necessary then. Perhaps you will also be able to dance with each other and laugh about all this right away, without saying anything about it, simply because your current inner decision has also cleared her field.
Astrid 5 months later: I indeed talked to her on the phone yesterday (March 2, 2008). It was a light-hearted, pleasant conversation in which she told me that she viewed me totally differently now - and I agree as far as she is concerned. The reason for our conversation was nothing which had to do with the above topic Instead, it took place because I was seeking some professional advice from her.
Your Body I Your Book of Mysteries
The Hallux Valgus and Female Priesthood
Astrid points at a cartilaginous ganglion on her left foot asking what it means.
Ohamah: Well, that is a wonderfully grown proof for our practical theories! The hallux valgus is a physical surrogate expression of an inner female power which has not been expressed - an expression of a suppressed power as a priest. And, significantly, it is not even the feminine power which causes the ganglion at your foot to develop - instead, it is the masculine pole of this feminine power which is being suppressed during life on earth. The female ego exerts pressure on it, and so it begins to exert pressure on the female soul and then the female body, wanting to express itself at any price. Pressure generates counter pressure. So your masculine pole is causing this here in the aforesaid unredeemed way, simply because otherwise it would have no chance to be perceived. It is a struggle between the masculine and the feminine pole in yourself. You are the perpetrator and at the same time the victim. And now you could transcend it and become the creator and creatress - at the same time, as one!
As we just said: Although a temple whore - or even a being like Mother Mary - is a feminine being through and through, this high degree of femininity and efficiency is not possible without the free flow and effect of your own masculine aspects. But the fact what area of your body is affected tells quite a lot about you: the left side of your body represents your feminine life, your past and your spiritual self, which now wishes to express itself in your physical life. This shows several things: 1. the suppression and excess pressure originates form you female generational line from which you adopted it, and also in the lives of your mothers and foremothers and in the feminine poles of your fathers and forefathers. 2. The negative pressure and overpressure can be found in your own line of incarnations, that is, in your own previous lives, which in this time is not exceptional, since this pressure principle has reigned everywhere. 3. One of the intents of your higher feminine consciousness is to allow your masculine pole to flourish in this female life and to relieve any inner and outer pressure along with this.
Let us not come to the foot. It represents both "going through something" and also the direct connection of your cosmic-feminine spirit with the planetary-female spirit of the earth. Because of your foot, you are permanently in touch with the earth, a touch which your divine spirit wants - and has. This is an enormous, permanent, sacred touch and permeation as long as you are in the body. So far so good. On the other hand, as you know, your cosmic-feminine spirit also has a suppressed masculine pole. And of course the planetary-female spirit of the earth also has a male pole."
Ohamah straightens up to his full size: "And this pole is by no means suppressed! It is free and powerful - and it is pulling all the suppressed masculine energies in your bodies towards it. It is in resonance with your masculine energies and wants them to flow freely and to be powerful. It is, if you want, the accomplice of your despairing masculine power inside and helps it to squeeze through the inert, viscous substance of the unipolar female energy layers into freedom." Ohamah grins broadly, which rarely happens. Here he is talking about himself, as the masculine spirit of the earth which has merged his will will ours and want to demonstrate to us what options he has to impact us - both the pressure which he can exert on us from the outside, and the support he provides us with if we open.
But we are not done yet. The hallux is loacated at the root of your big toe, which represents your I AM, your divine Oneness, your spirit self, which is both feminine and masculine. The root of your toe, represents the root of your spirit life on earth: your root chakra and along with this your physical means of existence (sexus: illness - health, love -violence), your emotional means of existence (fear, feelings of inferiority and guilt) and along with this also for your entrepreneurial ability - your physical means of existence, the money flow.
A suppressed masculine pole will stifle your free flow of life energy, generating lack. You don't know where you are going - on all levels: you are often physically ill, you experience love only in the context of violence and dependence. Your feelings of inferiority will lead you to always allow others to enjoy preference in your life. You have many ideas, but no viable business and no flow of money. Everything is an effort, it is strenuous and unsuccessful; your power is drained away like water in the gutter. You are bloodless, listless and tired. Simply because of spiritual ideas, ethic rules or patterns of thinking you suppress the masculine spirit in your feminine body: "I am a girl! This is something a girl cannot do, think and feel!!!!" Good girls go to heaven, bad girls go everywhere. Well, the bad girls are those who have broken your old patterns and rules of degenerated unipolarity - and begun to live again!
Let us summarize the statement: Your high female priesthood wants to express itself on earth and take roots there. However, she lacks the male pole and its power for doing so. This pole is something you have not expressed at all so far - or not sufficiently. Instead, you kept searching miserably for men and partners, as Adamas calls it, on the external level. As a result, this unresolved feminine-masculine power takes the form of a cartilaginous growth, a ganglion. There are many very feminine woman, Magdalene- and Mary beings, who on the outside cling to their being nothing but a woman, to their biased and naïve idea of emancipation or victim role as internally to their masculine warriordom, which below the surface manifest in aggression and challenging, harshness and calculating as well as an abnormal need to control others towards others. They tend to generate big halluxes. Along the same lines, somebody might have crooked finger phalanxes on their index finger in particular which are pointing outwards during somebody's entire life looking for somebody responsible, somebody who is guilty - or some gurus.
Ohamah: Yes, your bodies are the fascinating books of your existence as spirit and humans which are now opening for you to read in them.
Text: Sabine Wolf
Translation: Silvia Authenrieth